its the time of the year again where new year goodies dominate dining tables and noisy drums and cymbals sound in the streets.
the usual reunion dinner and then the much-awaited visitations and hongbaos...
its the same routine every year.
i really wonder..
is it really excitement abt the new yr tt drive pple to make such a big fuss of things or is it just plain old tradition?
just a thought.
i did have a good time catching up with my cousins and collecting the ang paos.
its finally my turn to receive financial blessing!
hurray!!
this yr's collection is 2.5times more than my previous 20 years!
sorry for doubting, You are still and always faithful!

how long will the spirit of celebration last?
15 days?
after which, its really back to life again.
the mundane and very routine life.
all my classes and exams will officially end this thurs after my final paper.
its really time to make some serious decisions.

am quite worried abt several things.
dun like to be stuck in the middle of nowhere.
the voices of people echoing in my ear.
my own mind nagging me.
i seem to be so caught up in the world and how it operates.
to be relevant and not worldly requires divine help.
its all abt making decisions if you want to stay on the straight and narrow path.
help me make the right ones.
for i've no desire to stray any further.

Wove Rainbows At Wednesday, February 21, 2007

its been hell of a week.
rushing this project,
meeting that dateline..
my brains are fried.
and i'm physically sick.
so much to do, so little time.
is it my poor time management or really the system tts screwing me up?
just let me whine and complain..
i'm in a foul moood..............!!!

things just dun seem to be going my way!
i want good grades, and nice friends, for the reports to self-compose and the stress and discomfort to leave!
i feel like screaming..
'tts it!! i give up! just fail me now!!!"

i'm a huge emoprick.
hit me, step on the tail and you shall die!!!!!!!! LOL!
please multiply my time.

Wove Rainbows At Saturday, February 10, 2007