i'm back!!! hahahha...its been a realli bz wk man...wat wif tests, hw, projects, lessons bla bla bla..but, i'm not complaning cox i noe tat God is putting me thru dis to teach me better time management as well as to enlarge mi capacity so tat i do not limit Him or miself...

Rev ulf ekman came to city harvest to preach during the evening conferences and during the wkend svcs...he is such an annointed preacher!! all the sermons tat i haf heard haf blessed me greatly in diff ways...seek ye first God's kingdom and His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto u!! amen!!~

it was a realli stressful day for me yesterday...i felt lost w/o denise, ting n claris to help me...but, thank God zhiwei n maxim were there to help out..i'm grateful to God for giving me dis chance to step out of mi comfort zone!! a chance to grow!! a chance to know mi members better..had a realli gd tok wif elise, hongkai, leonard n jermain...they are jux soo hungry to know God better!! am soo proud of them!!! continue fighting dis fight of faith guys!!

overall, it has been a fruitful wk!!

haf u ever heard of the one called savior..
haf u heard of His perfect love..
haf u heard of the one in heaven..
haf u heard how He gave His son..

cox i haf found dis love!!
i believe in the son!!
show me your way!!!

Jesus U are mi best friend!!
U will always be!!
nth will ever change tat!!

Jesus U are mi best friend!!
U will always be!!
nth will ever change tat!!

Wove Rainbows At Monday, February 28, 2005

everything everyting's alrite...everything everyting's alrite...everything everything's alrite...every ting is arite!! lalalalalala..i feel sooo gd now!!! all things work out for the gd of those hu luv e Lord!!! yeah!! AMEN!! all the bits and pieces are fitting nicely together!!

temask poly class TA05:

weiqi, u're a ger wif a realli big heart!! u forgive n forget easily!! thanks for going the extra mile to find out wats bothering me!! touched tat u care soo much!!! mwah!! btw, thanks for the choc dear!! it was yum yum YUMMY!!! *hugs*

denise, lolx...i dunno wat to say..i just feel like laffing n laffing!! haiyo..sometimes i tink we 2 veh cartoon lehx!! BTH!! hee...i always enjoy fellowshipping wif u n today was no exception!! u're like mi anchor..u steady me whenever i'm abt to do smt silly!! whenever i waver to the left or to the right u are always there to nudge me back onto the right path!! i got soo mani tings tat i wanna say but i guess nth needs to be said!! our spirits are connected n u can read mi thoughts better than a fortune teller..lets build up a friendship tat can withstand the toughest storms and the fiercest winds!! Amen?? luv ya soo much!! *mwah!*

yan xin, mi dear!! u've changed soo much!! (for the better of cox) u haf becum soo sensitive n caring!! u mk an awfully good listener blessed wif the knack of comforting pple!! there are times when there's silence between us..it doesn't mean tat i don't enjoy ur company or wat k!! dun even tink abt it!! lets bring dis friendship to the nx level ya?? luv luv!!

michy, u nv fail to mk me laff!!! i can laff n laff n laff n still laff somemore!! even when wat u say ain't farnie, one look at ur face is enuff to mk me burst into fresh guffaws!! u're mi sunshine, mi onli sunshine..i noe that sometimes unknowingly, the words i say or mi actions hurt u..i'm realli so sorry!!..i'm trying to change..realli...help me along the way k?? correct me when i err...babe!! u brighten up mi moody days n compliment mi silly wans!! can't do w/o u!! luv ya!!~

tiffy, the person i'm always disturbing during lecs!! hahhaha!! u veh ke lian wan leh..always kena beside mee wan!!! hee...thanks for all the entertainment u haf provided mee wif!! w/o u, mi lecs will be soooo BORING!! hur hur hur!! lets go shopping more often k? need u to be my fashion guru...*mwah!*

TA05 rocks!! luv ya all!! *muackiez*

Wove Rainbows At Tuesday, February 15, 2005

read the title...yupz...i was just a lil upset..no biggie...hu doesn't get upset huh?? God gave me the strength tat i needed...i'm satisfied n at peace.. just like the song: wif Christ in the vessel i can smile at the storm...(vessel = us) we are all empty vessels for the Holy Spirit to fill n use for His purposes...(storm = problems and obstacles tat we face in life)..though our problems may be giant but we are GIANT-SLAYERS!!! we are overcomers!!! when problems cum our way, we face it n solve it!!

its amazing how much God loves us!!! He sent His son Jesus Christ to cum n die on calvary for our sins soo that we may be redeemed n sanctified by His blood!! He came to die for us!!! yes!! every single wan of us while we were YET SINNERS!!! He suffered a terribly painful n long death on the cross wif all the sins of the world upon His shoulders!!! but was He bitter?? NO!!! He even asked God to forgive the people hu crucified Him!! after His death on earth, Christ went straight to hell becox all the sins of the world were written on Him!! in hell, there are pits of fire tat never die out..there are worms crawling all over u while u burn in flames!! imagine bathing in fire...Christ went thru all that not becox He owe us anything but because He luvs us soo much!!! even when u sin against Him, He will not forsake u!!! no sin is tooo great for God to turn away frm u!! even if u're a murderer, a rapist, God still luvs u!! all u haf to do is to tk a step of faith and draw close to Him!!! He is just waiting there wif open arms eager to bless u wif tings u cannot even imagine!!! the gift of salvation is the most precious gift tat u can ever receive!! tings of the world will fade away but the gift of salvation is eternal!! life is full of choices...u either serve God or the devil!! u choose...

You are my rock; my stronghold and fortress..I will not be shaken!!
= i'm a child of God..are u??=

Wove Rainbows At Monday, February 14, 2005

i dunno y but i seriously feel like crying now...its a terrible feeling to always smile when deep inside u're swallowing back buckets of tears...i tink i haf mastered dis art alreadi..till now, i haven found a single friend hu realli noes when i'm down or depressed...pple always say:" u're veh lucky leh..u dun haf a single care in dis world tts y u're always soo happy..." pls lorhx...hu on dis earth have gone thru life w/o emerging scarred??!! all mi life i haf been carrying burdens tat are too heavy for me to bear...i may joke n laff all the time but dun u noe i'm actually trying to cover the sadness that haf been weighing mee down all these yrs??!! LORD, i'm soo tired of always being the good guy...LORD, i'm soo tired of always being the one hu ends up hurt...LORD, i'm soo tired of always being someone else!!! LORD, i dun even noe hu i am now...sometimes when i do personality tests i dun even noe which option to circle because i no longer noe hu i am anymore!!! i always haf dis fear tat i will be forsaken by mi friends...i'm always soo insecure...o LORD, i noe that i shd be giving thanks for all the trials and tribulations tat u've put mee thru becox u will mould mi charactor n strengthen me in the end but i'm sooo soooo EXHAUSTED n SICK of all these!!! Lord, tk away all these pain but let it be ur will n not mine!!! LORD, u're the onli person i can trust in dis world!! u haf never let me down n i noe tat u will never let me down!!! You're the same yesterday, today n forevermore...Heal me of mi wounds n help me stand up n fight dis fight of faith for You!!! strengthen me n heal me o Lord!! i can't do w/o You!!!

Come to me all who are burdened and I will gif u rest...!! Lord i believe...

Wove Rainbows At Monday, February 14, 2005

had a combined cg meeting wif members frm both e243 n w161 today...presence of God was soo strong!! was tingling all over frm head to toe!!! =D

i wan to be a fighter who will always be there defending n fighting for God!! i wan to learn how to forgive n forget n not bear any grudges or resentment!!! i wan to learn how to hate the powers and principalities behind the sins and not the sinners themselves!! i wan to enlarge mi capacity and not limit God or miself!! i wan to be there for pple n provide them wif TLC when they are "injured" spiritually..there are soo mani things i wan to do but there is onli soo much i can do if i rely on mi own strength!! its time for me to learn to rely on God's strength and walk in the supernatural realm n not be soo "natural" anymore!!

for with God, all things are possible. -Matthew 19:26-

adrian also gave us a short briefing after the cg meeting bout the reshuffling of members in all 3 cgs...its time for me to step out of mi comfort zone!! no more lazing arnd n slacking anymore!! new cg, new members, new allocation of duties and new commitments = need for more wisdom, more responsibility, faithfulness and gd time management...as u guys know i'm not exactly the wisest, most faithful and most responsible person u can find but thank God he sees the heart and nth else!!! i'm scared n unsure of wat lies ahead God but i'm sure u'll be there to strengthen me and help me!!!

so do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for i am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. -Isaiah 41:10-



Wove Rainbows At Friday, February 04, 2005