omg!! its 3am in the morning..
and i just got home.
couldn't resist the urge of reading denise's blog because zw told me to take a look at it just now during fellowship.
when i came to the end of tt entry,
i saw the pic we took with ting a long long time ago.
my heart melted..
i miss them sooo sooooooo much!
we've had so much misunderstanding and disappointment with the friendship but somehow, i just can't let it go.
logic and circumstances say its best if we forget abt the whole thing and just move on each living our seperate lives.
but somehow, with the internet and blog arnd,
its hard to ignore someone whom you've grown up in the Lord with.
den, ting, meet up meet up meeeeeet up!!!!
MUST ARH!! sorry for flying plane on mon. :(

i just received a letter from NTU REJECTING me!!
HOW COULD THEY??!! :(:(:(
huh! dun want dun want lor!
still have nus and smu!!
someone is sure to want me!!!
muahahaha!!

sorted things out with my man just now.
i've always wondered how come we manage to quarrel so often.
blamed him for not being patient enough with my xiao jie pi qi and for not loving others.
now i understand.
after 7 over months of CONSTANT arguement,
i realized smt.
i tend to take the people i love most like him and my parents forgranted.
always giving them my left-over time when i'm most tired and easily irritated.
no wonder always quarrel la!
somemore i'm less sensitive and caring to people i'm closest to.
as a result, in the relationship,
i become the taker.
always demanding more love, more attention, greater understanding.
when i talk to members like tt,
i get drained at the end of the day.
but wat abt him?
tahan me for so long....
and we used to meet up everyday!!
amazing!!

bed time!

Wove Rainbows At Sunday, April 29, 2007

AWESOME!!!
had the most awesomEST week!!!!!
heeeheee...
i'm so full of joy i tink i'm bursting....
BURSTING!!! OVERFLOWING!!!! MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i absolutely LOVE every minute of school.
heart it!
everyone is so fervent and on fire.
the 460+ of us are divided into 20 teams.
the ICians and ETians make team 10.
everyday, people will come before 7.30am just to wait for the church gate to open.
mind you, its the church gate. not the auditorium.
today, my team managed to book the very first row directly facing the pulpit.
and i sat on the very seat pastor kong always sits on. right in the middle of the row facing the pulpit.
muahhahahaha!!!

we were taught cic, gs, cl all over again.
it was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!
love the word so much.
my bible is all scribbled and highlighted.
did you know tt we have a bible reading program too?
haha!
like the old days huh..

i'm so very excited!!!!

oh ya, did you know my Father loves me?
so much!!!!!!!!!! so much!!!!!!!!!!!!! so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM LOVED!
HAHAHAHA!

Wove Rainbows At Saturday, April 28, 2007

we were taught CIC in SOT today.
i was impacted.

i realized how long i've taken to move on.
Peter, the apostle, took only 6 days to recover after Jesus called him sa tan.
my goodness, only 6 days.
i wonder..if Jesus called me tt, how long will i take to recover?
and here i am,
after a little setback, i'm all knocked flat and depressed.
cannot ar..

Wove Rainbows At Tuesday, April 17, 2007