i'm a hap hap happy girl!
things have been going well for me.
my worries have been exterminated one by one..
now i guess the only 2 things tt are worrying me are the lil blood clot on my butt and the second, smt personal so don't ask unless you're someone really close.
haha!

datelines are good for ill-disciplined people like me.
helps to kick people to move forward and make decisions.
things seem to be clearing up.
is this the rainbow after the rain or the calm before a storm?

when i gave up,
You held on.
when i was weak,
You were strong.
when i needed time,
You understood.
always gentle,
always there.
not withholding love,
nor reducing grace.
as i approach the date,
i stand in awe.
i am filled with gratitude.
You are still there;
right where i left.
You define commitment.
and i'm left with no more doubts.
the questions can wait.
they are not impt.
formulae and techniques i forsake.
the storm will calm,
the birds will sing.
for here awaits a union,
no man can break.

Wove Rainbows At Thursday, September 27, 2007

it was our 1st yr anniversary yest.
everything tt could go wrong did. haha!
my dear boy planned everything so well; even typed out a schedule and printed it.
oh well..things don't always go according to wat's been planned.

24th September.
on this very significant day, i made a radical decision.
many may have disapproved or said tt its unwise or unsound judgement or watever else tt was said.
but i had a choice and i made it.
1 yr later as i celebrate this day,
i made a decision to stop the 'what ifs' tt are always surfacing in my mind.
the past i cannot change, neither do i regret.
another yr has passed.
i look forward to many many more with you. :)

thank you for treating me like a princess this 1 yr.
when i felt fat and ugly,
you assured me and loved me.
you make me feel i'm the most beautiful woman in the whole wide world.
thank you for being there whenever i needed you.
i rmb the nights tt you would send me home and walk back after tt becox you had no $.
i know tt its a long way from kemb to yishun.
thank you for coming down to my house when we quarreled to make things right.
thank you for pouring out your love for me.
every single bit of it.
going the extra mile to meet me and get me things to make me happy.
thank you for opening up your heart to me.
i absolutely love your honesty towards me and i get moved everytime i see you so transparent.
i can go on and on and on and it'll never end..
i just want to thank you for being yourself with me.
tts wat i value the most.

Wove Rainbows At Tuesday, September 25, 2007

you gain a little, you'll lose a little.
no such thing as having an additional commitment and having everything else as well.
tts wat i tried to do and yes, i failed badly...
when you spread yourself too thin over too many areas of your life, you'll burn out and every area suffers.
why not focus on smt tts most impt to you at tt season and let it blossom while learning to manage other impt priorities as well.

with great power comes great responsibility.
and great maturity is accepting tt responsibility.
well, tts wat i admire denise for.
accepting and managing her responsibilities which are alot, mind you.
this is the season i'm in.
learning to take responsibility for my commitments and strike tt balance.
=) its great tt we're all learning..

Wove Rainbows At Tuesday, September 18, 2007

i had an awesome day today!!
though i din manage to meet up wif my poly friends,
i had a fruitful shopping trip wif denise and a wonderful heart-to-heart talk wif ben!
haf got several things settled.
tired to elaborate!
ask me den i share ok?
its easier to talk den type.
love ya all!

Wove Rainbows At Tuesday, September 11, 2007