i've always thought myself to be a pretty optimistic person.
but, for the last 1 mth or so,
i've been anything but positive.


i noe i've been complaining alot abt my work to u guys..
thks for being so patient and hearing me out!
but, i've onli painted the dark side of the picture.
i've left out the flowers n the beautiful colours.
though work is draining,
and my friends irritating,
but i've forgotten abt the care n concern tt they've shown me these 5 wks.


mx: hey, rmb to bring ur cup tml.
mx: gal, rmb to bring ur socks tml.
ky: rmb to do ur food safety report horx.
xl: rmb to buy the blotter arhx.
mx: rmb to write reflection horx.
ky: rmb to post ur blog entries cox teacher will be checking arhx.


these little reminders show alot!
thks gals!! =)


the big things are starting to shrink.
the overwhelming are becoming more manageable.
the unacceptable actions churn forgiveness.
Your light dissolves the gloom.
Your love rips the veil.
Your providence brings hope.


restore this relationship wif You.

Wove Rainbows At Sunday, May 28, 2006

You lead the wayward home.
i'm home, but i'm still afraid.
don't let my heart harden.
for i'm only human.

Wove Rainbows At Saturday, May 27, 2006

let every wall come down
between me and the love i've found
and like a river in the desert
Lord You come to me

let all the darkness cease
now i'm anchored in Your peace
for like the roadway in the wilderness
You are my light

and now the weak can say i'm strong enough
the poor can say i'm rich enough
the blind can look to You and see
for in my brokenness You've made me whole.
i was lost but You have led me home.
i'm free and will forever be.


i am free to love You.
i am free to know You.
i am free,
i am free to know Your joy.

Wove Rainbows At Wednesday, May 17, 2006

let it go, let it go, let it go!!!!


offences have been surfacing.
one after another.
they are everywhere!!


God!
how cum the whole world seems to be offending me?!
ahhhh!!!!!!!
LET IT GO XU, LET IT GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wove Rainbows At Monday, May 15, 2006

when i'm weak,
You are strong.
You're my feet when i can't move on.
You're the light,
in the dark.
You're the whisper inside my heart.


we sang dis song during svc yest.
couldn't stop tearing.
i felt so protected, so safe in His arms.
i noe tt there's nowhere else i can run.
no matter where i dodge, He is there to find n embrace.
i felt like the progdical son.
n Jesus was putting the robe on my shoulders n the ring on my fingers.


i'm nudged back onto the right track once more.


my heart is full.
my spirit is in peace.
i'm ready to move on frm here!

Wove Rainbows At Saturday, May 13, 2006

my breakthrough has finally come!!
after so long of stepping back becox of fear..
thank You for the boldness tt You've given me..
all the glory belongs to You!!!


denise sim!!!
thank you!!!!
for nv failing to push n encourage me to solve problems by facing them squarely instead of runnng away!
i noe wat u mean now...=)
looked at all the pictures in ur multiply..
the silly poses,
and smirky grins,
not forgetting our signiture twist,
and the many 'shocked' pictures
some super ugly ones,
but, joy was always the title of each picture..
thank God for you, gal!!!
love ya!!!!

Wove Rainbows At Tuesday, May 09, 2006

"jux forgive lorhx.."
"dun need to tok to tt person; jux let go and let God.."
tts a wrong attitude and a wrong mindset!
its given the name 'self-sabo'..
i'm guilty of tt myself..very guilty!
all is well...=)


i'm in an altogether diff season in my life..
very stretched n worn-out..
but i'm enjoying it!
pressure sometimes do bring out the best in a person..
after all tt has been said n done,
i'm jux grateful tt i haf You n i'm walking in grace..
life is never too tough!!
jux be careful wat u let into your spirit..

Wove Rainbows At Saturday, May 06, 2006

i'm dead tired.
easily irritated, very much provoked and highly prone to violent outbursts and agitation.
dis is the smoke.


i'm seriously disappointed wif u.
i thought u understand but u don't.
wat u said on sat realli cut me apart.
ur cruel words are still repeating in my head.
its not tt i dun want to forgive u.
i've done tt tym and again.
but dis time, i just don't noe how.
you've crossed the line too many times.
seeing u gives me the shudders.
i can't help but wonder wat is inside tt shell.
wateva it is, its scaring me.


its time to talk.

Wove Rainbows At Monday, May 01, 2006