i feel different..
i no longer feel insecure when i leave home w/o makeup on.
i no longer feel consious when i wear my mini shorts out despite my untoned legs and many scars.
i no longer feel inferior when i meet pretty friends.
i am no longer so weighed down by self-expectations and past-failures.
i no longer feel bitter for so long a period as i used to be.

i think i've learnt to love myself.
i think i've learnt to treat myself better.
i think i've learnt to let go and let live.
i think i've learnt to take things easy.
i think i've learnt to set datelines and meet them.
i think i'm a different and much happier person now.

i'm going to make a few decisions that will change certain things.
i realize i cannot have the best of everything.
so, i've prioritized and decided on what to focus on and what to temporarily give up.
i'm excited.
i know tt things will change for the better!
:) :) :)

Wove Rainbows At Monday, October 08, 2007