tomorrow is the 1st of feb.
a significant day for me and many yr 3 poly students because tomorrow, registration to get into NTU will be open!
oh my..
my results ain't all tt fantastic so please pray tt i'll be able to enter the course of my desire
-sociology-


my poly life is drawing to a close.
i must say,
i'll really miss everything here at tp.
i'll miss.....
the frequent visits to the computor labs and the foodcourt to get quick bites, and conclude our reports.
the rush of adrenaline each time i stand outside awaiting entry to the examination room.
the relief i feel each time i slot my assignments in my teacher's mailbox.
the end-of-exams celebration.
the puffy eyes and dark eye rings evident on many faces.
i dun want to stop studying. :(
so please please pray tt i'll be able to get into a university.

so fast.
time and tide wait for no man.
make the best of ur 24hrs.

Wove Rainbows At Wednesday, January 31, 2007

i asked God for strength,
that i might achieve;
i was made weak to humbly obey.

I asked for health,
that i might do greater things,
i was given infirmity that i might do better things.

I asked for riches,
that i might be happy;
i was given poverty,
that i might be wise.

I asked for power,
that i might have the praise of men;
i was given weakness,
that i might feel the need of God.

I asked for all things,
that i might enjoy life;
i was given life,
that i might enjoy all things.

I got nothing that i asked for-but everything i had hoped for.

Almost despite myself,
my unspoken prayers were answered.

I am among all men most richly blessed.

Wove Rainbows At Tuesday, January 30, 2007

foofaraw.
cute.

Wove Rainbows At Thursday, January 18, 2007

I want to know You Lord.
You are a great big God.
I'm young and do not know alot,
come and be my all.

I want to love You more.
Giving You my life and all.
You died for me,
You sacrificed.
I won't forget you Lord.

I love you Jesus.
I'll grow up kn0wing You.
I love You Jesus.
I'll grow up serving You.
I love You Jesus.
My life is saved by You.
I'll never forget,
never forget,
I'll grow up loving You.

Wove Rainbows At Monday, January 15, 2007

reconciliation...
such a beautiful thing.
an end to cold shoulders and awkard glances and being strangers.
a simple word such as a sorry,
can melt the hardest of hearts and reach out to gather the broken pieces.
although sorry always comes after damage has been done,
it stops the condition from worsening.
thank you for taking tt step.
i must admit i'm scared and sceptical abt coming back.
its hard for me to trust in this area again.

sometimes i really wish God will dig out my heart and my emotions.
or perhaps let someone close be me for awhile.
so tt at least someone can truely understand me.
but i guess tts not going to happen.
the shell is all tt the human eye sees.

how long can a bird fly against the wind?
or the fish swim against the current?
i wonder..

Wove Rainbows At Friday, January 12, 2007

oooh...i'm aching badly from head to toe.
took my napha yest.
all was well until the dreaded 2.4km run.
i thought i would be able to pass gloriously since i've done tt for the 4 yrs in sec sch.
however, it was so different this time.

as i ran the first 1.2km, my heart sank all the way.
it was much harder den i had thought it to be.
i panted and pushed myself to keep going and not stop.
it wasn't so much taxing physically as it was mentally.
b4 the race, i made an agreement with my friend tt we would run together.
however, as i ran, i found myself alone.
she was either a distance in front or behind me.
for the other 119 people, i overtooked some and some in turn overtooked me.
there were people all around me but there was not one running beside me.
thoughts tt i cannot do it kept flooding my mind.
the feeling of hopelessness came back and dominated my soul.
it was so hard.
about 40 steps from the ending point,
i saw a person squatting down.
she wasn't feeling well and was near to fainting.
she had given her all and pushed herself to such a limit tt she was burnt out.
however, the 40 over people who passed her by did not even stop to ask her whether she was alright.
they dashed towards the finishing line to complete their race, leaving her alone.
just a simple short-distance run, but there's so many similarities to life.

at the start of it where all is sunny and easy,
you find yourself with lots of people beside you, encouraging you and passing positive remarks that life is going to be great. tt we are going to end the race together.
however, when you embark on the journey and each feel the heat starting to burn their backs,
how many people are actually running beside you?
there may be people 1m in front, or behind just like my run,
but these people don't encourage you to keep running.
their existence only spurs you on becox you're a competitive person or discourages you because they seem to be running so far in front of you.
and when we are injuired somehow,
is there one who will stop by to take you by the hand and pull you forward.
the promises made b4 and after the race don't mean anything.
they only count when they are kept in a situation where they will lose smt becox they stopped to help.

think my brain is working overtime.
there's only so much you can analyze or conclude out of life.
wats the point of thinking it out so nicely anyway?
things may and will probably turn out different.
guess tts wat makes life exciting and worth living.

Wove Rainbows At Tuesday, January 09, 2007

my first entry for the year 2007!
i hope this year will be a better yr for me.
at least, i started the yr well this time...

wonder what kind of yr this will be.
2005 was a yr of growth and friendship building.
2006 was a yr of moulding and fire.
2007 will be a yr of blessing and breakthroughs! Amen!

i will take things easy.

Wove Rainbows At Wednesday, January 03, 2007